No w

You ever wonder
What's out there?
I dont.
Not since I met you.
You and your framed glasses and blonde brown hair
I think I'll always want to play with it
Twirl it around like a ballerina dancing
You never seemed to mind.

I'm addicted to your laugh.
I cant help it.
Gorgeous and rare
so ..fucking gorgeous
It's hard though
knowing
I've found such beauty
So young
I guess we're fortunate
.. I have not a clue what to do with it

We met long before
In a party full of nameless ghosts
Only you stood out to me
Flying around in those skates
It's still a shame
I never caught you then
And even though your standing still
I dont know if I'll ever catch you now

Still, we're speaking!
Enough to satisfy and yet
Just enough to deny
The way you snort still makes me smile
I guess im a sucker for you
Such a sucker
Just for you though

I'll show you the ropes
How to switch lanes in style
Give me a highway long enough
more time to just chatter away
For oblivion
Or just long enough
To learn your favorite
Food
Drink
Scent

..everything
It doesnt matter

I'm so lost
I was a lot better at this before
When you were just a beautiful dream
Now its kinda gotten real
So I apologize if I fuck up
Or one day lose touch
We all have misguided dreams
If I do any of that just forgive me please
Its just all new to me
seeing your smile in 3-D.

I promise though
My intentions are pure
Mostly.. just enjoying what I can
Helping with this and talking about
That
And I can promise something else
I am for real
But if its even worth it to prove
The Jurys still out

How could I even begin
Describing in a post modern diotribe
To everyone that see's you
I'd say you were a mirage
But when I came up close
You were still just as stunning
Good thing this isnt the Sahara
Woulda died of thirst by now
I guess im a sucker for you
Such a sucker
Just for you though

For now
This is a secret
Well, mostly
I might give it away
Staring at your eyes
Wishing I could jump in
And stop the pain
I'd love to promise
that youd never get hurt again
But I found out long ago
Life is mightier than the shield
And there might come a time
When I see you cry
without a way to calm
an angels sorrow
It was never like this in my dreams
I might not know what to say
I might even fuck up
If that ever happens, forgive me please
This is just all new to me
I'm just not used to seeing
Your beautiful smile
in 3-d