Skates and ballerina's (edit: finally finished!!)

Skate's and Ballerina's



ever wonder
What's out there?
I dont.
Not since I met you.
Your framed glasses
Your blonde brown hair
I'd want to play with strands
twirling them around
like a ballerina dancing
You wouldnt mind.

I'm addicted to your laugh.
it cant be helped
So Gorgeous
So Rare
It's hard knowing
I've found such beauty
This young
without a clue what to do
but to write this sonnet
just for you

We met long before
In a party of nameless ghosts
Only you stood out
Flying around in those skates
It's still a shame
I never caught you then
And though your standing still
I dont know if I'll ever catch you now

But we're speaking
Enough to satisfy
and so much room to dream
The way you snort always makes me smile
Im a sucker for you
Such a sucker
Just for you though

I'll show you the ropes
How to switch lanes in style
With a highway long enough
And more time
to pry feathers from your wings
Just
To ensure you stay
I can learn your favorite
passion
and those lips so enticing
leaving me speechless

Lost
I was a lot better at this before
You were just a beautiful dream
Now its gotten real
I apologize if I fuck up
Or one day lose touch
We all have misguided dreams
If I do that forgive me please
Its all new to me
seeing your smile in 3-D.

But I promise
My intentions are pure
enjoying what I can
Helping with this
talking about
That
proving
I am for real
and for what it's worth
The Jury's still out

How could I even begin
To describe
in a post modern diotribe
for everyone that see's you
I thought you a mirage
But when I came up close
You were just as stunning
This isnt the Sahara
Would have died of thirst gazing
Im a sucker for you
Such a sucker
Just for you though

Now
This is a secret
I might give it away
Staring at your eyes
Wishing I could jump in
Stop the pain
I'd love to promise
that youd never hurt
But I found out long ago
Life is mightier than the shield
And there may be a time
I see you cry
with no way to calm
an angels sorrow
It was never like this in my dreams
I might not know what to say
I might even fuck up
If that happens, forgive me please
This is new to me
I'm not used to seeing
Your beautiful smile
in 3-d